TT’s finally reopening in a week. Hopefully people can understand me well enough to follow directions and take hints. Honestly, I’m no that hard to understand. Take 3 classes if you want to stay, all of em to pass for the year. It’s just like my school You have to have at least 6 classes at any given time, but you have to get at least I think 4 credits a year to move up to the next grade. Oh well. What can I say for people.
May 22, 2003
May 16, 2003
Tired
I am so scared. I can’t lose Sarah. I really can’t. But that was yesterday, and today I’m more worried about the factor that I’m just plain ole dead from the 6 mile hike today. And then they weren’t going to feed us. I hate that Naruto’s not that popular over here yet as the anime hasn’t reached the US, and honestly, I can’t wait for it to so that people will start writing god damn fan fiction. And my good ole yaoi stuff. Psh. Naruto/Sasuke are just to cute a couple to pass up honestly, but really as long as it’s Naruto centered and he’s with a character I know rather well, I don’t care. *yawns* I dunno. Yesterday I was terrified of losing Sarah, today I’m passive about it. More like cranky. Yeah, that works too. Especially where for no real reason at all, Jerry’s just been getting on my nerves. Pah, probably that I don’t even really want to go to prom anyways, but I am and that I *really* don’t want to sit around and take picture all god damn day, and then spend from 6:30 till 11 dancing, eating, and watching people dance. As it is there’s a good hour – hour and a half car ride there *and* back tomorrow. Gah. Dusk *finally* came in. Of course that’s the one I merely bought earlier this week and not like…early last week. I need to go leave her a nice review. *Yawn* I should’ve taken that nap earlier. I don’t think I even have any soda. That sucks. It’s 10 am and I don’t have to be up till like…noon. Gah…dresses where I fell like my boobs are going to fall out at any minute and heels that’ll kill my feet. Oh so fun. My hair looks good though, I’m liking the highlight stuff, especially where the dye turned my hair red instead of brown like it should’ve. I always know someone did like me up there. Anyways, I must go find some small source of energy before I pass out on this keyboard with a bunch of messed up keys for a close.
Ja ne.
May 14, 2003
Continual?
Man. No anime today either. And I’m waking up at 5:30 to marrow morning just so I don’t have to take the bus. Tomorrows’ Matrix day though, so that’ll be interesting enough. Marching Practice for Civil War Reenactment during Social Studies.
Grr! I’m getting really pissed about this whole Kristen thing! Now she only talks to me for like 10 minutes on the phone. I want my god-damn best friend back! I haven’t actually DONE anything with her in…ages. I don’t know if I even want to bother anymore. I’m tired of having to put like all the effort into this. I’m always the one who pushes for us to do something. Cause suddenly it dawns on me that she doesn’t seem to care to much. I’m around Jinxsie more and more often and Sarah is doing something with Kristen like constantly now. Even Jinx agree’s. I feel like I’m being abandoned by her. *Sniffles* My best friend is cheating on me with another girl.
May 13, 2003
Aww man!
Aww! No anime today either! But the good news is…Naruto volume 4 is now for sale! Woo! I can buy that next week and the Naruto and Ranma manga CDs’! or the soundtrack! Wee! Not much really happened today other then that I have a lot of stuff to do soon. Tomorrows’ a standard gold day, but Mom’s dropping me off. Dad & I are going to see Poppop and then head to the hall for my shoes and hair dye and maybe a bag and then over to the 99 for dinner. Shouldn’t be that hard to eat much considering I ate like…half a role and 2 chicken pieces today and some popcprn all day, if I don’t eat otmarrow before then, I can pull off one of their full yummy meals with maybe even a desert. Made the statement that I refuse to sit around for 50 million pictures for prom. It’s not like I’m even looking forward to it really. Hard to look forward to something that’s more of a goodbye. Heck, maybe it was just a normal day because my emotions are finally in wack, and I had no fights. I need to stay away from Jerry for a bit, he’s starting to annoy me. I dunno, seems thw only one I don’t get mad at right now is Jinx. *Shrugs* I’m just around her a lot. We seem to do the most as friends. We have no obligations to do anything, but if we feel like doing something, we do. It’s great. Matrix comes out Thursday, going to see that with Jinx. Friday it’s hair stuff, Saturday prom, and then Sunday mall visiting with Jinx, Shannon and Willie. That’ll be interesting. Friday’s also the civil war reanactment so I get to walk 5 miles. Must remember to bring bug spray, and sun tan lotion. Also water. Hmm. That’s about it for tonight.
Adios.
May 12, 2003
Ebay Moola
Woo! I apparently had a Yu-gi-oh card that was actually worth serious money! Well like, $15.00 but that’s money I wouldn’t normally have had! That makes me like, uber happy for the moment, especially when I also have Ranma to watch that I didn’t actually get a chance to watch today. All right, I pray to whatever it is that exists, PLEASE let me get my anime tomorrow! And then dusk by Friday! And…Naruto 3 by *next* Friday! All right, that’s all for the moment.
May 12, 2003
Aww Man…
Just my luck that my anime didn’t come in. But I did at least get bunches of Ranma to watch from Jerry. So I suppose I have something to do. I was really looking forward to that come in today though. DUSK! Wee! That’ll be in by Friday in all likely hood since it’s only coming from Boston, and then Naruto Vol. 3 should be in by Monday of next week. Hmm. Volume 4 should come out so I could buy that next week. ^.^ Yeah, I’m definitely in a different mood then I was in last night, today you could just say that I’m disappointed bout not getting that, and not having any more Naruto/Sasuke fan fiction to read. Man, I’m going to be one of those freaky ole ladies, but Jinx says that’s all right long as I don’t have 40 cats in hit on the male nurses. The first part was fine but I’m going to have to disagree with the rest. Anywho, write more when people aren’t in my room with me.
Ja.
May 11, 2003
Home. Where the insults are.
I can’t believe I at one point thought this would be a good day. Ever happen to notice that the parent who you like a little better yells at you later all the more? Oh yeah, the parent who not only insults you, but finds every little thing the can to crush you as well. That’s when even though the exact same thing you had agreed about before, she now disagree’s with. I know they’d *love* it if I had to take the bus. I swear, they’d probably jump for joy if I ended up becoming what my sister was at this age. Sorry, I don’t want to be an alcoholic druggie slut. I love my sister really, but she was horrible when she was younger. Any ways, I’ll go now since I can’t even explain the words of anger I have at my mother. I can’t wait to get out of this hellhole and move to Florida. And to think, I had thought about sticking around. After everything that’s gone on, I really should’ve known better by now. My mom always does take him side in the end.
May 11, 2003
Fuckin A!
AAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!
I’m am so friggin tired of not having the god damned car! And now I’m not going have Monday OR Wednesday, both days when I DON’T HAVE TO BE IN SCHOOL UNTIL 9:30 AM! I don’t want to sit around my damned school with friggin people who molest each other in the library! And then My fucking father’s like – SHE CAN TAKE THE BUS – Screw him! I have a fucking ride no matter what, Jerry said he could give me a ride! God, and I thought he was being nice today. I should’ve friggin known better. I’m still royally pissed at Sarah. Really really not happy. But I’ll just her think everything’s happy in her little world. Psh. And she fucking thinks she knows when I’m upset. I really feel no pity for making my father pay 10$ a month for a game I don’t even play, really I don’t. He deserves it for all the crap he puts me through with my grades and everything else. If it were up to him I’d be working at Food City with all the damn druggies. I’m fucking tired of him pushing me to get a job when I’M FUCKING TRYING TO! And then he’s kicking me out of THE STATE and wants me to BOARD when I go to college and the charge me ROOM AND BOARD my Senior year of High School. I honestly hate him sometimes.
Just – AAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
May 11, 2003
Intelligence points drop five, then raise 10.
Gah. I’m such a baka sometimes. I go and bid on dusk and save myself 1.50 buy bidding instead which is fine, but I go and buy the wrong Naruto. Hopefully the dude lets me exchange it for part 3, but if not, Jinx to the rescue who will buy it from me for the same price. Feww. Is all I have to say.
May 11, 2003
Hey, where was that subject option before?
I’ve just been sitting and watching AMV’s all day. Yeah I went and got all the ones I liked off CD so I could listen to ‘em. Doesn’t really take up that much space on my computer I guess. Maybe they’re just compressed. Today is a really big blah day. Nothing’s going on, going nowhere, eating nothing, doing nothing. I got a different live journal post thingy cause the other one had spell check problems…and I accidentally uninstalled it. Played with a bunch of Sailor Moon games I never knew I had. Came with that group I bought off ebay. Apparently I own the Utena movie and Evangelion music as well. Hmm. Also from the looks, Sailor Moon in concert. Or a musical or something. It’s just weird. I actually spent time trying to play the games, it’s not as easy as you’d think…it’s all in Japanese. I’m like uh…this looks like it’s the one player option. One of the games is like identical to Teenage Mutant Ninja turtles here, only with Sailor Moon characters and youma. Now I know why that game was awesome, we ripped it off the Japanese. The one PC game in English I have is like a Kiddie thing, you dress up Sailor Moon. The pathetic part is I can’t actually figure out how to work it. Probably because I always accidentally lick the print option and then it starts tweaking where I have no printer right now. One of the games is fun, but I always lose to the computer, it’s like, advanced Tetris Plus. Stead of getting that little dude to the bottom, you have to get 3 different Sailor Moon items. Hmm. Go figure. I think I might see if I can buy that off ebay again. It was worth the money I spent before just for the games and the music box. Heck, maybe even that Utena movie. Always did look like an interesting movie to me. Jerry likes Evangelion so maybe he’ll take the music. There’s also more of my music box on it. Like, 3 AMV’s, which of course I already had. Blah, I need to shower soon. I’m horrid. I’ll go look for that SM stuff and maybe get money off Dad so I know what I can buy today. Least I’ll be able to buy something or other. Hey, Mom will be home in a half hour. Must remember to say Happy Mother;S Day and be a good child, even if I don’t know what those two words mean when put in the same sentence.
Ja ne.
Alright, apparently until I click edit last entry, I don’t get a subject option. That’s stupid. Hmm, maybe it’s hiding….