June 15, 2004

Sick…

Ugh.. head colds really really suck. And this is starting to become full out head cold sick. Coughing, nose, achy, tired… I’m like half dead.

Graduated the other day. Yey. Project Grad was fun. More later when I’m not mentally whining about how much effort this takes.

Oh yes, I hate Allie’s friends. They don’t deserve her in their lives. She’s one of the best people I know and all they can do is put her down and insult her. Bugger to all of them. One day she’ll show them all. I know it.

Ughhhhahhh… dizzy sensation… makes me want to drink more cold stuff. Hasn’t been long enough though.

I need to call them school and set up classes, I start in less then a month and I’m going to be screwed here soon if I don’t.

… good news. I got a $4200 scholarship from the school. Kickass. Apparently I signed the form without knowing it. Bah. I just sign papers and hand them back these days.

Got my new medical card. Thats good. New to get a new social security and close my bank account. Bah humbug to them.

Noses suck by the way.

Issues with Brian. Meh… he was very touchy on the way back from 6 Flags. I was like curled into a ball in the corner. He probably thought I was doing it because I was sick. I’m pretty sure he only did it *because* I was sick… it was like the comfort touchy, but I was like ughhh stoppp in my head cause he’s going to get hurt when I move if he doesn’t realize soon. It’s probably my fault, I gave him the wrong idea the other day. Spnding to much time with him. I’m just tired of Jinx using me. Tired of people. Or maybe I’m just tired a tthe moment cause I’m sick…

*shrugs*

I should sleep. Dun wanna. Need to blow my nose… to much effort.

*sniffle* *gets up*

Ok. Blew nose, took vitamins. That was a lot of effort. It took me three *sneezes* tries to spell effort right that first time there. Ughah…

Yes I’ll sleep soon.. bah to you all.

I make an Uhahuhhhh sound when I’m sick by the way. Sometimes it’s just auhhh.

thought you should know. capitals taking ot much effort now too.

meh………………………….pushing the dot was fun……… k. stoping noe. no longer bothering to fix errors like misspells and junk…………….. *sniffle* *cough fix* *inhales and exhales a few times* meh? meh… murr.,..bahhhhhhhhhhhh..graden of eveyting yeyy see the eorrors? lookit them all… thats whrn you know Im sick. I never mess up then when (hrh, im complete off on mrh keys now..)
night..where did rather when did I think yeyy in the above lie line. mayne like then when i jusr didnt vother to delete..way olff on keys..

June 8, 2004

Overview of last night

So last night was Senior Banquet. It was fun, I hung out with Brian all day. Kyacked, played volleyball with a huge ass beach ball, kicked Brian’s ass at checkers, and played a hella lot of four square. I am the queen of four square. I got everyone out a few times, I’m a bitch while playing, you get no chance.

So yeah here’s the interesting part. On the way home I was tired. When I’m tired I get cuddley.

I was sitting with Brian.

So yeah, I ended up like… in his lap. I was snuggled under his arm with both my legs over one of his like the whole way back. Probably not the best idea considering Brian still cares a lot about me and I’m moving, but I wanted to. I knew what I was doing and htat I’d regret it later, but I needed to. And damn, Brian is comfy.

Got my most embarassing moment read out loud to my entire class, but hey I lived. I wasn’t really that upset, especially when I didn’t describe it on the paper very much and I wrote it a good 5 years ago. Maybe it was cause whoever the hell had my paper almost didn’t read it that I didn’t kill him. He’s lucky. I probably got revenge during four square anyway, I took out like everyone in my class at least once.

It was fun though. Pretty much told Jinx to screw off at one point. She informed me that “You haven’t been all that pleasant to be around for the last two weeks.” Aka, I’ve been refusing to cart her damn ass around whenever she wants to go somewhere and I told her I wasn’t giving her a ride this week.

She has no idea of the concept of not having money. And she never will. I hate that.

So yeah. Hanging out with Brian because I only have like a week left of my life to spend with him.

Oh and apparently Jinx doesn’t think she can live with me.

Big suprise there, I’ve only been saying that for like the last 6 months, but whatever you bitch. I’m just not putting up with her shit anymore. I don’t have to. And I’m going to live with her for one trimester, then move out. She’s been trying to tell me what I can and can’t bring when me move. Screw her, I’m bringing whatever the hell I want. And -she- is not using my crap if she doesn’t bring her own. No means no.

I want my server back damn it. I miss my website, but money hasn’t been exactly flowing lately and I don’t want to push Dad about it, but he gets payed tomorrow, so I’ll ask him about it again then I guess.

Whatever, this is good enough.

June 7, 2004

Wohooo!!!

Score. I got to pee, and I got lunch.

Aint nothing better then that.

(And they had the mood I wanted. Rockin on!)

June 7, 2004

Meh.

Pookie makes me live-journal post jealous. Pookie, you are definitely the queen of posting in journals.

It thats Jinx, no she can’t have a ride. I don’t feel like dragging my ass over to her house cause she’s lazy. And wasting my gas.

Good. It wasn’t.

Anyway, I have to pee and there’s some strange dude in my bathroom.

Hahaaa.

He’s fixing the floor.

And I’m not wearing pants. Good thing there’s jammies like… over there. Yeah, see them? Mhm.

My room… is a mess.

I have senior banquet today. Yey. Not. Maybe it’ll be fun, but who knows. It looks cold out and like… all the sutff they planned is for outside. And they said the inside wasn’t heated. *bundles up*

I have marching practise tomorrow. Who the fuck in the world decided that marching should be done at like friggin 9:30am? Were they on crack? Why the hell would we want to wake up that friggin early after finally getting through with schools. Stupid mother f….

So Dad puts Zoei in my room. At 8am. Barking. Jumping. There’s like cables n shit all over the place from my laptop. Smart move moron…

Yeah, still upset that cynical isn’t an option. I’ll probably settle for sarcastic. Damn. Now Pookie has me wanting to listen to Cinematic. I should grab my cd player. And some batteries… and a book. PoA would be good. And my notepad. Can’t leave that behind.

Wtf sarcastic isn’t on here either! Gimme some annoyed emotions people! Is annoyed even on here? It better be!

Alright, it was, but since everything else wasn’t I chose aggravated instead. Good nuff methinks.

My feet are getting cold. Yeah, the fan’s on in my room, that could be it.

I still have to pee.

So I have like 4 posters to hang up and no place to put them. Haha… you can only tell slightly I’m a HP fan by looking in my room. Gotta get that Johnny poster up. He’s over there. Getting bent. Damn it. Sexy men should not be bent.

I need to shower people! And pee. For chrissakes, get out of my bathroom!

And fix my o key. It’s making me angry. Damn friggin key for breaking. I’ll fix it at some point… or not probably. Who the hell decided laptop keys shouldn’t be like keyboard keys? He’s a moron too.

I should make a CD or something here with all my pretty music.

Mwahaha. Headstrong is playing. Yey.

I’m hungry, but there’s no food so I know it’s pointless to look you know? For some reason my stomach doesn’t believe me. Shush stupid stomaach you can survive till dinner or till when you can steal food off like…Brian. He’s good at finding food. Maybe it’s a… heh… nvm, won’t say that.

Oh hey it wasn’t Headstrong it was I’m Gone by 3 Doors Down. Nearly as good I suppose. Ooooh, are they out of my bathroom now??

…No. Dammit. It’s like 8 by 7 dude, how long can it take???!!!!

Need shower. It can wait like 2 hours though I guess. But I’m itchy. AND I CANT WAIT TWO HOURS TO PEE!

I was supposed to be asleep during all this, but no my Dad can’t put Zoei IN THE COMPUTER ROOM!

Hmph.

K, don’t feel like listening to Lonely but Garden of Everything is cool. Score one for 6 minute songs.

Hmm…post more later I guess.

And yes, I still have to pee.

June 5, 2004

Meh.

So yeah, yesterday was my last day of school. Saw Harry Potter, that sucked. I won’t even go into the suckage it just… sucked so bad. It did the book no justice whatsoever and consideirng that it’s my favorite, I was more then a tad dissappointed.

Especially wiht the sissy Malfoy, what the fuck was up with that?

Butchering my favorite things sucks. I mean, at least keep the characters in character. I’ve seen freshman RP’ers do a better job then he did directing.

Yeah I’m going into it aren’t I?

I wonder if conceited is a mood on the current mood thing. I was disappointed to see arrogant wasn’t. Cynical however is, and I suppose that will suffice.

So yeah. If you ever see Alfonso, wack him over the head with anything near you. Particularly the en masse box set of HP Books would be nice.