Hmm, happy to be in Maine… I love being here when I am… but I miss Ricky T_T. Didn’t really get to talk to him today besides for a few minutes, and corny as it is, I miss him because I’ve been with him every weekend since… before Halloween. So technically I guess this will be the longest we’ve been apart since we started dating after tomorrow. 
When I’m here for 3 weeks I’m going to be like AHHHHHHHHHH AHHHHHHHHHHH AHHHHHHHH and I know it. Lots of phone conversations are going to be happening that time let me tell you now, lol.
Mom kinda worked all day today so I saw her for like… a minute. And when I did I was already getting off my game to go spend time with her but she’d already gone to bed. :/ Everyone here goes to bed at like… 11 or earlier so I keep getting thrown off because that’s like.. 10 for me. And even now… it’s 3:30 so I’m like we… 2:30… la la la….
Bah. I feel mushy.
Wow… there really is a lot less to say when you’re actually happy ^__^; I supppse I’ll update with the only dramatic things that have happened in my life over the last… week? So Holly talked to me again 
Which is good cause I was a little worried about how everyone I used to hang out with would react. I guess Holly was ok… Peter was slightly jealous (LMAO!!!) but overall it went good. ^__^
I’ve pretty much just been passing the days by hanging out with Ricky or with Teresa or both. Not much out of the ordinary on most fronts…
Heh… I did have one interesting conversation with Ricky on just how… far or not far I had been. That was… embarassing. I hate talking about that kind of thing and having to explain it to Ricky was like… how to turn into a tomato in two steps or less!
Last weekend at Ricky’s was nice, meeting Dominic and Liz on not drunken levels was always nice. Plus other friends ^___^
Omg, I’m starting to like… not suck at Guitar Hero!! That game pwns.
So happy happy! Time goes by so quickly when you’re actually happy It feels like this quarter just started but it’s already half over.Hell, it’s almost Thanksgiving and Christmas! That’s craziness…complete craziness. I can’t believe that in a month and a half it’ll be2007 already.
I saw Santa Claus 3 and Flushed Away with Teresa the other night, dear god, Flushed Away is hilarious. Santa was… ok, missing my favorite Elf and not as comedic as the past ones had been IMHO.
Hehehe, this whole weekend I’m over at Ricky’s or he’s over here so I prolly won’t be around much. I finally get to meet his best friend when neither of us have been drinking ^__^.
To steal a line form Peter for a moment, ‘Hold Please’ while I remember where I need to update from…
Ok, so Ricky and I didn’t even make it to our date before we started dating actually ^__^ Tuesday night – Halloween was hilarious at some points. I got introduced as ‘Ricky’s girl…thingy.’ as few times, lmao. We probably confused people since it was pretty obviously that we were like… dating already but not? Lmao. Wednesday rolls along and Teresa was like ‘Has he asked you yet?’ I said no, but Ricky heard and must’ve given Teresa a look or something cause about 10 minutes later as we got off the train Ricky was like ‘Yeah about that whole dating thing… you’re my girlfriend.’ I just laughed because he ended up informing me instead of technically asking me but we’d pretty much already been dating anyway.
^_^ Thursday night was my date – technically it was the kind… I enjoy. Just sitting back talking and watching a movie. We chatted… very quitely during this about just misc things… our pasts… the crazy drama that was my life… and how nice it is without it for once.
I was… nervous I guess that ‘Peter’s ‘ friends really wouldn’t talk to me anymore… but that’s stupid. 
By the last party they were friends of mine too, especially Cow since I actually talk to her more then the rest of them. Honestly? I wondered if things would change between Peter and I as well, and I mean this in the… I’ve never been friends with an ex-boyfriend by the time I got a new one way. I know the dynamic’s going to change a little… but that’s good. Cause getting over him feels soooo good. Something he said to me and something I realized helped me reach this point. 1) Peter said – ‘It’s so strange to remember that you have friends now.’… asshole!! I laughed with him then because I honestly didn’t know what to say, but dear God! I do know how to make friends thanks and when someone’s not playing hot and cold with me it’s a lot easier. 2) He’s never around. It’s really easy to get over someone who you never see them and that when you are supposed to see them they still do something else. There’s a three to this but I can’t remember it right now because I’m getting angry at him -__-. Oh! It was him coming out of school talking to Daniel and just being like ‘Yeah speak of the devil’ as he talked about me to Daniel and just keep going. I was talking with Teresa and Andy, but wtf?
Grrr… I’d be angry at him if I had a legitimate reason to actually be angry at him right now other then finally taking off the rose tinted glasses where he is concerned.
I was worried a bit about Holly too… cause I know she still is in erm… love with me, but hopefully as she said in her journal it’s more of a ‘first love’ sort of thing… I just don’t want things to get weird because I really do appreciate still being friends with her.
Happy happy happppppyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. God… so happy. Ricky… makes me laugh. Every time when asked what I look for in a guy, I answer ‘make me laugh.’ and he does. Even when he’s trying to get me to stop laughing so much. If he says ‘stop laughing!’ I literally crack up.
I can… actually see this lasting awhile too, that’s the interesting part. Unlike with other relationships I’m not wondering how long it’s going to last or if I’m doing something wrong or saying something wrong… I’m not panicing the entire time about something or another because usually I’m just too happy or content to be.
