The concept of having been happy for months is still a bit foreign to me, but I think I’m starting to get the swing of it. Having my life changed completely over the last few months has definitely changed me as well. The people I know now? They don’t say things like “Oh yeah, I forgot you had friends” because that concept just isn’t there for them. To the people who know be now, I’m this crazy outgoing girl. I’m the girl that all those months back I missed and was desperately trying to find again. I can proudly say that right now I am the person I wanted to be. To the people who thought I could never do it (the ones that don’t even read this) I can proudly say – I told you so.

The more comfortable I get in this life, the more I resent the people that used to be in it, and I think some of them are realizing that I have this happy life now and they can’t fuck it up. Daniel obviously tried, sending Holly this text msg that was supposed ot be from me saying that I missed Holly and wanted her to come back. Unfortunatly for him, I have proper grammar and he doesn’t. Holly realized right off it wasn’t from me because of that and for using the wrong word in place. “Honey” is not the “Hunny” that would be used… He’s pissing me off. He’s probably like “well I still have your sweatshirt bitch” well guess what… I have the cord that connects the SNES to the TV.. and somewhere in my room is your Japanese book! Pwned bitch.

So, I’m going to end up missing Ricky a lot during these three weeks. I mean, right now I do… give me another few days and I’ll be like…