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Keeping with the pattern

Sorensen — Wed, 08 Feb 2006 18:53:00 +0000

I’ve been trying to update daily or near daily lately, so just to keep with the pattern I figured I’d post. Not much has really happened over the last few days – just been going to class and such. And while there’s not an entire project I can’t pass in for one of my classes, at least everything else is going well. Today looks to be just a regular day of my more favored classes – the first being primarily a work day for our midterms and Adv. Web scripting it’s usual method or trying out new JavaScript.

On the front of my most talked about subject (Peter that is) nothing’s happened really, except that it looks like we really are going to keep it as just the two of us for hour movie-a-thon. Disney it may be however Peter and I ironically share the same 3 favorite disney movies – Mulan, Aladdin and Hercules, so while it may seem strange, it’s kinda fun. Plus I’ll appreciate any time I get alone with Peter, not to mention just out of my apartment without the rest of the gang with us. I feel a little like… cabin fever I guess? If my cabin fever can also include school. It’s more like I feel trapped to always be with the same people because I never do anything. I’m with Holly like… 24/7 and it’s kinda drving me crazy on some moments.

And… that’s about it. It’s that time of year again for me to do FASFA and all other accounting-like fun and I’m way behind on getting two packages shipped that should’ve been doe oh say – about 5 days ago. If I don’t do it later today I’m deaaaaaaad. Poor people. T_T

OMG

Sorensen — Mon, 31 Oct 2005 14:05:00 +0000

OMG HAPPY HALLOWEEN!

(Woot I love Queing things…)

Sleepy.

Sorensen — Fri, 08 Jul 2005 09:58:00 +0000

I went shopping today. I realize that I need to fill my journal in on the lost few things I’ve written and backdate them so it stops looking like I didn’t think for a few days. I did, I was just way too lazy to type at the moments and felt like writing with a pen instead. And right now, my glasses have worn my eyes out so much that I’m actually tired at one in the morning which has got to be the first time that’s true in more months then I can remember. I’m so going to sleep in a second.

Sorensen — Thu, 07 Jul 2005 04:16:00 +0000

It’s been a few days since I made an actual entry in here even though I’ve been writing stuff anyway, just on paper. I’ll go back and type / backdate them later since I probably won’t have anything better to do anyway.

I’ve just been going over things and dazing really the whole time. I talked about things with my sister and she of course said pretty much what I expected her to -Yeah, Holly’s going to get hurt, and it may seem like the end of the world at the moment but it really won’t be. She needs to grow up.

Which is harsh, but I agree with it mostly. No matter what happens or how really if Peter and I ever get together it’s probably going to hurt Holly. I don’t want to, but I know I will. I already am hurting her and I really haven’t even done anything yet. She’s got me pinned down as a guilty bitch for even so much as liking Peter when she did. All in all, most of the time Peter and I are just flirting and I just love how she expects me to be able to handle her flirting with him but not from me. This is stuff I’ve said before, but really – it’s still true.

Wow.

Sorensen — Thu, 07 Jul 2005 04:16:00 +0000

My mother watched anime with me for the first time in my life. And she wasn’t just doing it because it was there… I was watching it on my laptop. She actually took an interest in something I was doing and then refused to let me watch the episodes without her. I can honestly say that’s the first time in my memory she didn’t just humor me. That’s actually the second time this week she’s actually *looked* at what I was watching and not just passed it off as cartoons. She watched Dave the Barbarian with me too and actually liked it. It was… nice.

Sorensen — Fri, 01 Jul 2005 10:56:00 +0000

I don’t really understand why some moments I’m fine, and then I get splashes of just feeling as if every thing’s going to fall apart for no reason. It’s not for having talked to someone or done anything, it’s just suddenly there. I know some of it has to do with being in Maine at least. I’m fine during the day but the later and later it gets in the day the more I feel alone. I realize it’s vacation so everyone’s off doing their own thing but it really sucks when night after night I’m just… here as if by myself entirely. I haven’t even talked to Randy in forever and since I’m not at home my chances to talk to Holly are sporadic at best and for an hour at longest. I just need someone to have a good long conversation with but everyone’s… gone. And now Josh is gone so I won’t even have him to talk to until… Wednesday I think he said so it’s complete boredom. I want to go home. 9 more days.

Kick ass

Sorensen — Thu, 30 Jun 2005 07:24:00 +0000

Sweet.

http://requiem.tsukitejina.com

It’s nowhere near done, but I actually got the hardest thing – creating the layout and MAKING MY OWN BLOG done. I’m so proud. I did mysql and php.

And I’m still in my happy place when it comes to the decision I’ve been able to make over the last few days. If feels so good to not feel guilty and to know that the only reason I don’t feel that way is because I never should’ve been in the first place. Granted, I did do one bitchy thing to Holly and I do feel guilty for lying to her about it but I couldn’t exactly tell her the truth either.

11 more days in Maine.

I don’t like… *really really* want to get back, but I do want to get back. I’m like.. okay, I’ve had my vacation, can I go back now? I’ve made it 12 days now. So I’m exactly halfway through my vacation already. Right now, I’m really not all that sad to see it go by either. Though I would like to get a bit more of a tan and read the books I said I was going to read while I was on vacation. I did read that one historical romance novel though, it was actually pretty good considering I haven’t had one to read in quite awhile. My days in Chicago actually went by a lot faster then my days in Maine, probably because there wasn’t a whole lot of ways for me to acknowledge what day it even was.

Sorensen — Tue, 28 Jun 2005 07:27:00 +0000

Mm, I spent all day just lazing around reading one of the historical romances my Mom just finished. It was nice. It was also one of those days when I didn’t really think about anything though I’ve come to realize that I do miss my friends already. I’m so used to being in Chicago and seeing them nearly everyday that it’s strange to have gone a week now without seeing them. If both Peter and Holly hadn’t been calling me and messaging me I think I’d have gone crazy by now. It makes me appreciate them all that much more. It also makes me wonder where my cell phone is right now, brb. Huh. Can’t find it. Must be in the Escape I guess because I remember getting it out of the Mustang so I couldn’t have left it in there the other day and I didn’t bring it with me today when I was in the truck.

Boredom.

Sorensen — Thu, 16 Jun 2005 13:10:00 +0000

tired, finished all my stupid typography finally and I really just want to go to bed. I didn’t do anything today other then homework and sit on my arse, have a conversation with my sister about getting me B.C. again and tweezing my eyebrows.

bed now.

tomorrow’s going to be so fun.

Nada

Sorensen — Wed, 15 Jun 2005 16:03:00 +0000

Oi, nada. Nothing really happened today other then class. Got lost on my way to kinkos cause I went completely in the wrong direction so I wasted like 30 minutes of itme I probably could’ve really used and discovered that I now have to do another final draft of both those posters as well as probably redo my .hack poster – which might not happen considering I don’t get it at all. Talked to me Randy-love (lol!) for a few minutes cause it seemed like he wanted to talk earlier when he left a voicemail… went to dominicks at like 4am as per usual and it’s now… 7am and I’m just now posting before I go to bed and wake up at like… 7:15. Nothing new happened as per other events either…